Thursday, January 27, 2011

Growing in both art and self

The idea of an alcoholic and their connection to their addiction just randomly popped into my head one day. My dad modeled with a bottle of whiskey and the chains and I must say, this is one of my favorite pieces of artwork I have done so far. I edited it some. I'm very proud of the way it turned out, and the feedback I've received from some viewers stated that the photograph caused them the feel the emotion and sense the feeling. This is what I've been aiming for within this concentration.

The day before winter break, I received very scary news. My father was admitted into the hospital and scheduled for open-heart surgery the next morning. I couldn't focus on my exams, or studying. I consider my father my best friend, and the idea of having the possibly that he's life may be cut short effected me very much. He made it through the surgery, but the aftermath was very hard. He had to stay in the hospital longer than planned, and our Christmas was spent in the ICU. Now he's home, and slowly but surely improving. Yet the effect this had on me and my family could never be reversed. So with knowing the next concentration piece due date was approaching, I couldn't really think of anything at all, but then while holding my dads hand one day, I looked down at his arm and seen the cut that the surgeon made to harvest the ulna artery in his forearm to replace his clogged arteries, I thought of it. The connection between a human and their life. Not everyone can relate to this picture, but doing this picture was very therapeutic, and after telling others the story behind the picture, they empathize with me more not only as an artist but also as a person.